Just returned from a bride hunt travel and like before this trip also turned out to be unfruitful. I am not sure, every passing day or every passing unsuccessful bride hunt trip things are becoming very difficult for me.
Each unsuccessful trip , fading are the chances of me finding my dream bride. I used to be patient all these days thinking that there is some dream girl of mine waiting there and God is just delaying. But now i am scared that there is no such dream girl for me. I have to move on and find the best girl of the lot. This really hurts and makes me feel very low.
And because of my selfish reasons i am making my wonderful parents also suffer. They didn't definitely deserve what they are going though to find a bride for me. I am very bad.
I make fun of myself just to escape this embarrassment so that others dont spot that i am feeling low or hurt or lonely. Making fun of myself makes me feel that i am strong and can handle such things. But i know it myself how difficult it is :-).
Never mind, no more of such blogs going forward.
Each unsuccessful trip , fading are the chances of me finding my dream bride. I used to be patient all these days thinking that there is some dream girl of mine waiting there and God is just delaying. But now i am scared that there is no such dream girl for me. I have to move on and find the best girl of the lot. This really hurts and makes me feel very low.
And because of my selfish reasons i am making my wonderful parents also suffer. They didn't definitely deserve what they are going though to find a bride for me. I am very bad.
I make fun of myself just to escape this embarrassment so that others dont spot that i am feeling low or hurt or lonely. Making fun of myself makes me feel that i am strong and can handle such things. But i know it myself how difficult it is :-).
Never mind, no more of such blogs going forward.
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